I can't wait but it ends like this

When I dream about you,
you make me cry.
If I see you,
I think you’re mine.
I think about when I get older,
I want to live with you.
But I can’t get your love,
Because you don’t like me.
You’re the one I was looking for,
But you’re always running away.
I have to accept this,
Living in a sad story, without you.
You are the one who’s making me happy,
The one who’s making me smile.
You’re like the rising sun for me,
You were my heart.
Now it’s not a heart anymore,
It’s like a dark hole.
Filled with sadness and hate.